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April 23rd, 2006

10:32 pm YO... been a while! XD yeah well... i guess i'm feeling crappy! eww!! my head hurts i'm tired and i have a test tomorrow i haven't studied for. but alas... i shall study in morning! eek! hope i do well... i bought new clothes and they're pretty! .... Laurena is poo and canceled on my plans... so now she must die! XD lol kidding. i can't think of what to get Reyn for her b day... but i'll find something!! EEK!!! skjdbsd!.... and like yeah!... I painted my nails on yesterday. they're nice and make me want to flaunt them! so i shall... soon... ahahha!... L O L.O L.O L.O.V.E.... lol that song was on. hmm... i want to find someone to like and who'll like me back. v.v alas that shall not happen soon cause ppl suck. i'll have to wait till i get to med school were i meet some super cool doctor dude!! XD lol! the nerds are hawt!.... sometimes! XD lol!... or maybe i will find someone at Anime North... oh well! XD lol i'm fine as i am for now!! PEEP!! lol!..... eww my back hurts@!! I'm workin out more cause olivia! but thas ok! it's good! and fun! WOOO! shall kill u noobs!! SHSHHSHAJAJAJNXCFJKDFN!.... toodles! Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Stupid Girl- Pink

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January 23rd, 2006

03:41 pm ok well.... basicly... the problems i mentioned wit me and noli are cleared up. But not without consequences. OMG Nolisha and me talked... we're still friends... it's ok between us. I tried to get Stef and Noli to talk it out. and like yeah. BIG mistake. OMG!! they like fuckin argued it out! and i coulda sworn one of them was ganna rush the other!! >.< and i'm not lying! It ended when nolisha left. NOw they're no longer friends.... i didn't kno what to do... cause like they're both my friends... and... i didn't want it to seem like i was choosin someones side!!... I kinda hung in the middle and talked to Olivia for a bit. Then i went bak to see wat stef had to say... and she yelled at me and stuff... and i couldn't take the pressure... so i started to cry. Thank God some ppl there were good enough to confort me >.0. now things are shit between them. and i'ma have a hard time being both of their friends!! T_T i'm just afraid that Stef is mad at me still.... even though she said she wasn't after school... but then again i think she was.... under the influence! XD.... gawd... all i can do is wait. Hope things turn out for the best! and wish others well wit their drama's!!! Current Mood: blank Current Music: Norwegian Lovesong- Leaves Eyes

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January 21st, 2006

04:53 pm OK i waited to see what things would bring... and guess what. It's fucking no good! sure nolisha told me that she wasn't mad at me or didn't hate me... but then ... she's a fucking good lier. She stil ditching me for this Tom guy. She walks by me and doesn't even bother saying hi... ok she said hi after a random moment of akward.... making up mind time... she was past me by then and i just nodded to her. i thought she'd see it and didn't think much else of it. Today.... i found out that she went to town and stuff. met with Stef and ppl. And Stef and Noli had a big fight. Some people who are still talking to nolisha spilled... and guess what! it's official! nolisha hates me and stef. i can get why she might be upset and stef... cause like all the guys she ends up liking like stef!.... And she can be a little mad at me ... because like the whole... not realli saying hi or walking away in a clear attempt to get away from her. But if she realli looks at it it's her own fault!! She obviously didn't realli want to talk to me so i did her the favor of leaving. It makes me like... so upset though. I like go out of my fucking way to like do things for her ... and what happens? i come bak to school and she's ditching me, and saying god knows what behind my back! T_T it can all be a misunderstanding. but it can also be the fact that nolisha just... never actual was the friend i thought she was... I may sound bitter to you... but that's only because i've already cried... and now there's nothing left to do except... wait again. i'd try calling her but i'm sure i'd just end up crying. I can ry to talk to her at school... but she's avoiding me ... the only time i can see her and talk to her is after school... but now she's off with the other guy... Tom. i have nothing against him though. I just wish nolisha would tell me to my face exactly what i did or what she wants. It'd save us all a whole lot of grief... if she is even caused grief over this... and gawd.. justin u areee sooo dumb. u don't work till later! u can spare a couple minutes and wait for me...oh well.. .... i guess i'm not realli much of a person people want to be around... you find out peoples true colourss when ur in time of need eh? ... <3 to those who actualy bother to read this! baibai Current Mood: sad Current Music: Nemo- Nightwish

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January 19th, 2006

10:34 pm OK... here's what's happening. Nolisha is being weird, she's like totaly ditching me after school AND like not talking to me or stef. i think she's jealous of stef cause alll the guys she likes like her. but i'm not surre why she's mad at me. Today after school i tried to talk to her or hang out with her. but there was like no convo realli. i'd try to start one but she'd dismiss it and like say "well yeah" as if she wanted me to go. i think it was kinda mean what i did but that's ok. she deserves it! XD ok so me: u walkin? noli: yeah. me: ok... i'm ganna get a drive.... u want one? noli: no. me: ok... so noli: yeah... well yeah... *akward silence* me: ok... *walk away* *start to like walk home in a completly obvious move of getting as far away from her as possible* and... i have no clue what tomorrow will bring... so i shall update when and if anything does happn! ciao!! Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Bless the child- Nightwish

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January 9th, 2006

04:29 pm I haven't drawn anything lately. v.v and.... i feel depressed. v.v it feels like all my friends are drifting away and i'm being left alone. It's like... i'm not cool enough to hang out with. i'm not fun enough. i'm nothin more than someone to hang out with if all else fails or if they want to use my computer... or some other facility of my house... *sigh* fuckin.... and i feel like my friends are bah... v.v... just sad! on happier note.... i like noone and no one likes me. .... why is that happier? becuase it means no drama... caused by that. and... u may not love me friends... but i love u! T_T Current Mood: blah Current Music: innocent eyes- delta goodrem

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December 9th, 2005

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December 7th, 2005

09:31 am AR AR AR!!!!.... i'm totaly confused!!! but it's ok! cause i'm over dude!!! wich means i'm not like ye!!! u kno... sad!! i'm actualy pretty happy right now.... except the knawing pain of a headache!! and the like evil screeen at school witch is blurring my visison.... Heh! my aunt came over last night and like... uhh... she got drunk. then she came into my room in the middle of the night talking loudly and waking me up. When i finaly fell bak to sleep she started to talk again and woke me up it was like " SHeeNA! sbnl mniam nuama " and i like ignored her till i went bak to sleep... crazy woman! *shakes fist* Current Mood: amused Current Music: none! bitch!

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December 2nd, 2005

07:10 pm i... watched advent child! aND OMG IT'S SO FUCKING COOL!! AHH! XD hehe... and uhhh.... i made funky ass filming thing of me! XD if i like u i'll show it to u! WOO!!!... AHHH.... i dunno..... apparently JAMS has fallen apart... again... so i have been told. but. it's ok. we shall be bak... actualy to me it's still the same cause i'm a not so important member... cause... without me i'd still be jam. and that sounds just as good. hmmm.... i feel... weird. i have no... definate best friend... like someone i kno who'd be there no matter what. ok... well most of my friends but like.... someone i can tell EVERYTHING to and not care. LAurena.... i love u... and i misss u!! you need to take a break. i miss u so much!!! i feel like we're so far away from each other. i can't help u with your problems and u can't help me. two completly different lives. even when i wish we could be as close as before... the sad fact is that will be almost imposible. damn u laurny! *shakes fist*... hmmm.... i think i just like... killed my good mood.... Current Mood: worried Current Music: S+M- Kidney thieves

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November 28th, 2005

07:21 pm - AWSOME!! (i got this from 'SHLEY!) just comment with your name and the stuff below this stuff shall happen and then you'll feel all special cause I wrote about YOU. 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a dish I would prepare for you. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. maybe. 5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. Answer the question in a comment. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written. Current Mood: blank Current Music: Angels- Within temtations

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November 21st, 2005

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September 12th, 2005

10:29 pm omg! >.0 i'm so dumb! but thas ok! wow... my bum feels funny. and i drew a sexy pic today! woo! i'm drawing! school sucks ass cause it's so hot. and i hate french cause it's boring. and i'm alone! T_T no one loves me in french!! AHH!!! ppl there are prob like "omg! it's sheena the freak stupid girl who is all alone cause she has no friends." well thas a lie but sometimes it feels like it. but not right now! i feel like a have plenty o friends! cept i'm not as close to steffy or nolishy this sem cause like we don't see each other as much! same wit maria! and somewhat rojae. Oh and gareth is the creepiest person i've met in my life >.< lol! i jus had to sat tha! and let eveyrone on this journal thing be awares!! hmm... i think that the fish isn't aloud bak in it's new pool cause of the acidity of it! it's not healthy and hte underpants knomes might bite ur ass off.! OMG TWEEK!! *twitches* makes me habe orgasms! lmao! omg! wow! tha came from no weres. i think i need to find some nice and un-perverted friends. i don't think they exist. but the thing is! us ppl are so unsuspecting!... well kinda. some of us aren't. like carol. cause she's a hoe! XD jus kidding i luf u carol! ... well... ye! ^_^^ hehe tha it fer now biotches! thas my ramble of the uhh.. like monthe!!! woo! spelling month wit an e now! yeah! Current Mood: content Current Music: Temptation- new order

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August 22nd, 2005

02:18 pm - ELlo again my pretty! hmmm... i've been having writting tendencies lately... like urges to write fics! wee!! you should read them! ^_^ one day... n e ways! what i'm really saying is i'm being lazy and not drawing but i'm writting alot so no one shall have a reason to get angry at me! >: D hehe! i'm evil! and i doubt that n e one actualy reads these! but there here for my rambling purposes as i've probably said before! yeah! on annother account there's this new person in town and their name is ajsfjk! if u can pernouce that i'll give u a cookie, or maybe whatever u want! ^_~ heh i have no limits to what i'll reward u wit! lol! wow!... now i feel perverted. meh thas ok! i am... at the moment... i think i need a new yellow submarine!! AHH!!! nuu! random of the seas is attacking my new found ears! *hold ears* not My EARS! T_T ... if n e one were to read this and didn't kno me they'd probably think i need a new pill... heh heh ridalin! i have ADHD!!! nyahahha... i think something just bite me. nope it was a random hair thing that got stuck in my sock! ohh! by the way! i have new socks and they're awsome! and sexy! and horse back ridding hurts. ALOT! i couldn't walk up stairs for a day after wards! and my WHOLE body HURT! tha doesn't matter now though cause i'm mostly over it! hehe! n e ways bye for now! Current Mood: naughty Current Music: Cornflake girl -tori amos

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August 3rd, 2005

08:46 pm - So i have a new obsession! OMG! i soooo FUCKING LOVE South Park!! they all rock my socks all the way to hell! yeah!! and like fuck man! >.< woo! oh and i bought the movie today! ^^ i love it!... i've also realised that most the movies i own on DVD have mostly music (aka can be considered a musical) thas just a little weirD! i also wanna buy the Greece movie! >.< cause it's so cool too! wow! i'm realli into music! yeah! i ruls! >.< on another note: YEAH!!! LAURENA!! She's BACK! jbsldfkbdfgb?EEtgfksdflghn /*random celebrations* woo! i see hers tomorrow! and she coming to meh cottage! buyah! grandma!.... BITCHES!! lol! woo! i Think thas all i raaaeeelli have to ramble about at the moment! so bye bye mon amigo's! bwahahah!! *hobbles off* ~ *heart* :3 Current Mood: chipper Current Music: Blue orchid- the white stripes

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July 18th, 2005

07:03 pm - so i'm let down, again. there's no use in hoping n e more. omg. i'me like so tired of this. i'm always being let down. ppl alaways cancel on me and i'm always like ok whatever. it's feels like everyone doesn't even want to be friends with me or likdoiesn't want to be around me. it's all because i'm stupid and i have nothing special about me i'm nothing but a worthless ugly person who doesn't deserve to go outside and should just sit and rot until i decide to just give up and die. i have no tallent and offer nothing into this world. everyone else is busy and hass things to do but me. i'm stuck at home wishing to o something but can't cause i'm am, u guessed it, worthless . i feel like just dying. then i'd be not here and no one would care and everyone would still go on happy as ever.don't worry i'm not mad at n e one, and i kno it's not ur fault for being busy. it's all mine for not having enough worth to do something and yo dyop bbugging u. whatever this here is only to express myself n e ways. i hope u all live hapy while sit here and cry away. and i dn't mean that as in a way for u to pity me if u wqere eeven going to. no. i'm going ... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: fuck it

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July 12th, 2005

11:06 am - The man in the weeds hehe! i'm home! and like sitting here in the heat! ya! woo hoo! happy! -_- not!... hehe... i should phone someone or like draw... but then i'd have to work... mm..i'm too lazy to talk about me! so i shall write a story!~ ... Hi i'm Catherine. I had just moved from her beautiful home in Scarborough, left all her friends and everything, just to come here. La. Which is at the moment in a state of doom. The sun was blocked by some ugly rock demon thing. Vampires and other evil creatures are running around eating up everything they can find (aka us humans) AND now my parents are dead and i can't find my brother. At the moment i'm hidding away in this little corner of an abadoned warhouse. But they'll be here soon and i'll have to run. (back to normal POV) A couple of vampires came trudging into the warhouse. Cathy just noticed them "Shit" she cursed under her breath. They kept coming closer and closer. One vampire with an ugly black mullet stoped and sniffed the air. "hmm... looks like we found us our meal!!" shouted the ugle one as he stalked up to where Cathy was hidden. Before the vampires made it to her corner she had started to run. She ran out of that warhouse and into the wrecked and damaged streets. There she ran until she made it to an area with less fiends than normal. It was surrounding a hotel. The sign to the hotel read 'hyperium'. Cathy took one look behind herself when she decided to take a stab at going into this hotel. She wasn't fast enough though, she had been weaken by the lact of nutrition that she had for the past week or so and all the constant running and no sleeping. If you slept then you were dead. When the vampires caught her she was but a few meters away from the entrance. They all kicked and punched her but she refused to fall to the ground and die. Every time she was knocked down she'd get back up. No matter how hard it was. Her screams could be herd anywere. She stood up once again, her eyes half lidded and her legs shaking. She still had the defient look in her eyes and the ugly vampire didn't like it so he smacked her across the face. The blow sent her flying into one of the walls of the hotel. Her head hit the wall with a sickening crack. She could no longer see properly, her vision was clouded with blood and darkness. This time she couldn't get up. It was the end for her, too bad. She had so much potetial. omg! lmao! it's like a begining to a fanfic! yahj!! ^^ oh an i'm wayyy back into ANGEL!! YEAH! Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: Everdream -Nightwish

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June 30th, 2005

11:07 am - summer is upon us fishes! omg! YES! I FINISHED MY EXAMS!!... well i did last week but i'm late in writting this thing! ^^ and the good thing is that i think i actualy passed everything farely well.... maybe a little low on that bloody math though... omg! OH NO!! Laurena's going away on tues day and i'm not going to be able to do n e thing with her cause i HAVE to go to my cottage TODAY! fucking cottage. Oh but we went to the mall on monday! it was fun and i bought some new clothes... and the new saiyuki! it was sooooo good! ^^ can't wait for the next one. oh and also i can't wait for the next gravitation! T_T it's the last one though! i'ma crie!! AHHH!!!.... hmm... what else did i do... oh ya~ Stef slept over, it was fun. Nolisha came over then me and her and olivia went for a walk. we bumped into some creepy old man who started stalking us. at one point he went into a building, then when he saw us he came back out and started following us! 0.o creepies!... oh and then olivia slept over and we stayed up late. i was suppose to go to nolisha's but ye... i was too lazy to walk, had no time, and i wanted to swim! hmm... the almighty thing is i'mma have to clean alllllll weekend! damn these bloody fucking long weekends! they fucking suck! >.0 no more fish for those bucket though! it's un-orthodox!! NOw i bid you peoples fair the well!! *waves bye* ~ciao's from sheener! Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Only- nine inch nails

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June 20th, 2005

09:22 pm - no I can't wait until scool is over and these damn exams are too! Like i'm getting a head ache from studying... and i'm only on the first exam! yeah! 2 more to study for! >.< and god i'm so going to fail the math exam! i don't remember anything! so many stupid equations! But on a good note, when it's all done i can have fun and go outside with friends! i should go out now but my head hurts to much and i'm so exausted! why does studying make u sleepy?... oh well that's something i shall never know. Maybe i was sick before and now it's just worse... that's always a possibility. Damn those merchants!... don't ask were that came from. I'm now officialy a deviant art addict! WOO! and i love the band Kagerou! thay are so cool! and i found them by accidents! >.< RISQUE IT ALLL! YEAH!... they say that so yeah. >.< I also still love the webcomic strange fruit and i love the comic Kagerou. yes they have the same name as the band! that's how i found the band! thanks to this awsome comic! YEAH!... my fav is Red in that comic. You can find that at http://www.electric-manga.com/ ^^. ~ciao and many loves from me! Current Mood: tired Current Music: O Green World- Gorillaz

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June 3rd, 2005

04:32 pm - omg! here's a rant tha is coming on! *ahem* i think ppl need learn exactly what to say to people when they're having emotional times. like if someone is feeling depressed and like "no self confidence" then i don't think that tha's the best time to like blow up and start saying how u hate it when ppl are like that and tha they're pathetic for doing that and annoying and like stupid cause chances are it won't help ur little annoyance one bit! all it serves to do is make the other more upset and sad and depressed and have less self confidence!! are u fucking retarded!!... like come on! u don't go up to ppl who are sad like say if they're friend left them and like go "oh that's stupid to be sad and it's annoying that u are sad!". COME ON! smarten up u insensitive pricks and go get some emotions... and by the way some ppl don't kno exactly how to be best friends... and i think if they're insensitive to ur emotions then u should give up on them! all they do is cause more heart ach and like sadness so it doesn't help n e thing... the thing is u can't cause they ARE ur best friend! and no matter how much they hurt u, you'll still be their friends!... fucking sensitivness!!..... also some of the sensitivness and depression is brought on by PMS so if u don't like it then ur a fucking moron and continue to make me angry... if u don't kno who i'm talking about by now then u can go die for all i care.... *not giving a damn kinda smirk aka sinister smirk* Current Mood: cranky Current Music: simple and clean- kingdom hearts

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